i HATE you.

i wasn't supposed to feel this way again. but why do i feel soo happy whenever you talk to me? uh. i just can't take to see you smile at me, it makes my heart beat soo fast.. i just don't know how to feel. should i be happy? my mind's going crazy. every minute, i just can't stop thinking about you. i am soo confused. my heart's saying yes, but my mind's saying NO. i'm just wondering. . do you still care? or you just wanna play a game? questions running on my mind. and yet, there's still no answers. all i can say is, i'm inlove with a boy i HATE. done.

GAME OVER. :(

it's over. yea, i know it's over. all of the magic's gone, they're just a shadow of a memory. i know i must find a way of letting go, but the question is. . "HOW?". in the middle of the night, i just can't help but cry. . cry for the same damn thing. you're the one who made my life soo complete. but now, you brought me down. boy, you know you're hurting me.. if i could just find a way to let you go.. :(

i LOVE damages. :)

i couldn't give two shits about all the negative things i hear about myself. doesn't that just suck for all the people who despise me?! if you can't do anything right, then go f*ck yourself. eat sh*t people! i just HATE backstabbers! for real!.. DAMN!